Go to the Up

My classes are going fine. I was needlessly worried about my Business Law class. The professor basically said if you do the work you will get an A. I am so far cruising along in Japanese based on what I had self learned online, but being able to use it a bit more has helped greatly. I do need to focus more on learning the vocabulary. Maybe I should make flash cards with the hiragana and the english on the back and learn them that way.
Taking three classes does eat up most of my free time and I have been slacking off doing my exercise. I really want to keep up with doing the yoga. You can already see the difference it has made.
Apart from that nothing interesting has come up lately. I will be 25 in just under 2 weeks. I am both looking forward to that and also not. In a way it reminds me that I have many years ahead of me to do whatever I want with, on the other hand part of me is chiming in saying that I won't really ever do any of those things. It is slightly depressing to realize that I have been listening to that voice. I want to ignore it, but any argument or excuse that I come up with it has a rebuttal for. How do you win an arguement with your own mind?

I found an interesting site Meetup.com that lists groups that get together periodically to enjoy different things and meet with people. There are several groups that would interest me, but right now I am making excuses to myself why I am not joining any of them. The excuses suck and are lame so maybe today I will work up the courage to join a group or two and go from there. I know that there is no obligation to actually attend any of the get togethers, but that does not stop my irrational fear. Curse you fear, I will overcome you soon!